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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1700 on: October 15, 2013, 06:59:22 PM »
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I really wish my recovery (or my life in general) was going better right now, but it so, so isn't. I honestly feel scared legitimately about whether my life has any future at all and what in hell I'm going to do with it. Or with myself. I'm 27 years old and I've pretty much fucked up every possible opportunity that's been thrown my way. I have some reasonable skills and I'm not entirely stupid, so maybe I've got a future doing something, but everything makes me miserable at the moment. I have absolutely no close friends that I really speak to anymore, I can't help but isolate myself all the time out of depression and anxiety, and even my family seems fed up and doesn't really want me around anymore I think. Let alone actually offer me any tangible help.

The sad thing is that I was more functional as an addict than I am now. As recently as 2 years ago I was heavily addicted to recreational drugs of several types, but I also worked 40-60 hours a week with ease and even had a boyfriend. Now I collect unemployment and feel sorry for myself, wallow in my own misery, and make up excuses to never go out. But things have only gotten really bad in the past few months. I just don't know how to get out of this damn funk.

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« Reply #1701 on: October 15, 2013, 07:37:44 PM »
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I am actually fascinated by these goons. How can you go for years without doing anything to improve your situation? YEARS. Blows my fucking mind.
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« Reply #1702 on: October 15, 2013, 07:49:38 PM »
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Fuck this loser.

Agreed.

He's a net negative on society and should kill himself (along with Benny The Snake)

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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1703 on: October 15, 2013, 07:55:58 PM »
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I'm still impressed that goon drug addicts are somehow always even bigger pieces of shit than regular drug addicts
I WAS SO HIGH I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO PUNCH MY WIFE IN THE BACK OF THE NECK TO PROVE THAT WHAT I WAS EXPERIENCING WAS NOT REAL.

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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1704 on: October 15, 2013, 08:11:25 PM »
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The greatest power you have is the power of yourself. If you give that up willingly? You Become Goon.

Damn, I should use that as my personal quote.
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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1705 on: October 15, 2013, 08:26:19 PM »
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I am actually fascinated by these goons. How can you go for years without doing anything to improve your situation? YEARS. Blows my fucking mind.

Goons don't understand they are only ones with the power to control their lives, their careers, and their status. They so easily cede that power to whatever society boogeyman they rage against, or they give it up to whatever "mental illness" they claim to have.

The greatest power you have is the power of yourself. If you give that up willingly? You Become Goon.

Very well said. Better than I could. I lose my temper too quickly with these dipshits and any post I would have made would have devolved into a swearing rant. Excellent post.

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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1706 on: October 15, 2013, 08:53:59 PM »
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mom sounds like a piece of shit he should murder/suicide
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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1707 on: October 15, 2013, 09:29:31 PM »
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wait I just read that wall of text again, and he concludes that mom is being a cunt keeping her weed on top of the fridge, because it's triggering him and marijuana is the drug that ruined his life.

The guy who was enjoying a heroin/oxy breakfast on the way to work every day thinks it was the marijuana that ruined his life  :tuss:



Also he is fucking determined to not only find someone else to blame for everything, but to find something to blame them for too. Get your own house and fridge, keep your animes on top of them so someone doesn't keep their drugs there you faggot
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« Reply #1708 on: October 15, 2013, 09:52:55 PM »
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I like how he has no experience with alcohol, but is 100% sure his mom is a raging alcoholic abuser. 
He mentions his brother being a savage alcoholic, the brother who makes 6 figures being a pro athlete. 
"b.. bu... but... he's out late at night drinking with women!"
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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1709 on: October 15, 2013, 09:55:20 PM »
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I'm still impressed that goon drug addicts are somehow always even bigger pieces of shit than regular drug addicts

That's because when a goon drug addict cleans up they're still goons.
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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1710 on: October 15, 2013, 09:58:13 PM »
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wait I just read that wall of text again, and he concludes that mom is being a cunt keeping her weed on top of the fridge, because it's triggering him and marijuana is the drug that ruined his life.

The guy who was enjoying a heroin/oxy breakfast on the way to work every day thinks it was the marijuana that ruined his life  :tuss:



Also he is fucking determined to not only find someone else to blame for everything, but to find something to blame them for too. Get your own house and fridge, keep your animes on top of them so someone doesn't keep their drugs there you faggot

I bet he's never once asked her to keep her drugs somewhere he can't find them either. Nope, he wouldn't be able to steal any of them the next time he wants to get high then.
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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1711 on: October 15, 2013, 10:12:02 PM »
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Seriously, "bizarre attitude towards alcohol" should be center square on goon bingo. Given his impressive history I'd normally believe his mom was getting tanked every night, but the fact that he's a prototypical goon leads me to believe his idea of 'she gets drunk' is closer to 'she has a glass of wine three nights a week with dinner'


I bet he's never once asked her to keep her drugs somewhere he can't find them either. Nope, he wouldn't be able to steal any of them the next time he wants to get high then.

I guarantee they're very discreetly kept as well, no doubt he's a dirtbag who goes through everyone's stuff. MOOOM you can't just keep this stuff in an old box on the top shelf of the pantry!

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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1712 on: October 15, 2013, 11:22:17 PM »
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Hello, addiction thread. I thought it might be a good idea for me to start posting here, if only because I've suddenly been feeling more of a need to give voice to some of my thoughts regarding this topic, and similar to keeping a journal of some sort, it might be good for me to just write this stuff down and have it on record in some form. That sort of thing.

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 I actually preferred FST - it was more reliable, and I could stay more functional while high at work and in social situations.

 

what kind of "work" was he doing while wasted?  obviously nothing too taxing.  can't harsh his mellow, man.


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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1713 on: October 16, 2013, 12:36:39 AM »
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I am actually fascinated by these goons. How can you go for years without doing anything to improve your situation? YEARS. Blows my fucking mind.

Because he has a bunch of people on SA telling him not to do anything to improve himself. A bunch of losers who don't want to see others better themselves convince people they can't improve their situation and that their best solution is to do nothing and leech of others because "they are owed it".

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« Reply #1714 on: October 16, 2013, 01:14:50 AM »
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I am in utter disbelief that this faggot hasn't fucking killed himself yet, holy shit everything he posts is incredibly fucking pathetic

sounds like it comes from a 13 year old, not a fucking 27 year old, the worst thing feminism ever did was to destroy the concept of being a fucking man

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« Reply #1715 on: October 16, 2013, 01:32:37 AM »
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This one is a classic. Goon is a degenerate gambler who steals from friends to play. And how does he support himself? Well he's been on disability for 4 years for sadbrains.

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I deposited $300* at an online casino and over the course of three days got up to $12k, and then back down from $12k to $0 in about 30 minutes.

I'm a 31 year old unemployed Australian male, I used to work in Sydney full time from ~18 and received a decent wage doing graphic designer nonsense, for about ten years I was gambling 3-4 times a week, basically whenever I could get money.
I'd go weeks without any food, even though I was bringing in about $1k a week, if I had a big win I'd usually use it to buy booze and then turn up hung over and hours late to work most days.

When I was around 27 I wrote off my car drink driving one night and decided that there was no point going on like that anymore and moved back home with my father.

I (somehow) met a great girl (dating almost four years now) and she has stemmed the gambling but I still do it too often, especially since one of my old school friends has moved back and he is also a gambler/alcoholic.

I go to meetings but they don't help, I've tried CBT and I don't have access to my bank account but I still find ways to gamble when the need arises.

I hope this is actually a positive turn of events, since I won pretty much the most I could ever hope to win (non major jackpots aside) and then lost it all in half an hour I just need to remember that, when considering putting in $50 or $500 - that I once blew through twelve thousand fucking dollars in one half of an hour, playing $47.50 spins and ended up with nothing to show for it.

I also have major depressive disorder and am on drugs for that and my whole life just seems like it's only just now on the precipice of going forever down the frigging gurgler or somehow managing to claw my way out of this self imposed hell.

Maybe this time, maybe maybe maybe.

By rough estimation I have spent around a quarter of a million dollars gambling now and have nothing to show for it.

Although I get a decent amount from disability (for depression) I think I need to get some kind of regular work, not just freelance stuff.

I'm still a bit shell shocked and I know I'm going to cop a lot of flack because I did this to my own stupid self so I'm not really sure what I'm expecting out of this thread, maybe it'll make someone think twice about going into that damn pokie room or letting their kids play the claw game or maybe someone has some good advice or even a job for a dumbass aussie 3d artist/designer?

I don't know.

Fuck it all.

*That I essentially stole from a friend.

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I started gambling with whatever money I had, probably $20 or something and won enough to get drunk but then lost it, but once I'm in 'the zone' I go into full scumbag liar mode, so I told my friend I needed $50 to buy something or other, he said he didn't feel like going to the ATM to get the money and so gave me his bankcard and pin number...

This is definitely one of the top three scummy things I've done but I withdrew the $50, lost it, and then withdrew $500 - figuring I'd just pay him back the next day after confessing my idiocy to my partner. Anyway he noticed the money gone inside about ten minutes but by that point I'd won the aforementioned $300 (on top of the $500) and so was able to give it back to him straight away but it could've been so much worse, he had $4,100 in his account.

I like to think I wouldn't have gone that far but I've done worse in the past :(

This is from another thread.

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You're a lot more enthusiastic than I.
Been unemployed for... Four years now I think.
I get enough not to have to work thanks to disability payments for depression.

Is that a good thing? Yes I suppose.

Oh and he wants to reproduce.

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Not sure this is the right place to ask..

I'm 31 my girlfriend is 24 and making noises about babies.
I'm keen on having a kid but not so much a baby.. I just don't find them as cute as everyone else seems to, maybe that's because I'm a bit scared of the idea?

So basically wondering if that will all magically change once we have one as common wisdom often proclaims it will?

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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1716 on: October 16, 2013, 03:19:40 AM »
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is this kaworu's brother posting in e/n?

or are one of you absolutely fucking awesome and playing this?

Is this the time to reconnect with my brother?

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I don't want to give too much away here because I know that he has used SA in the past...I doubt he still does and pretty sure he doesn't have any internet access right now anyways, but still.

To cut the story as short as possible
My brother has always had anger issues which is probably undiagnosed bi-polar disorder.
This has led him into a very difficult life, which turned him to drug and alcohol abuse.
This culminated in 2 events which created a serious rift between us.

1. He got really fucked up one night. Punched through the front door asking me for a 'hug'. But due to him being cut up, bleeding and generally psychotic, I called the ambulance who in turn called the cops on him
2. After various 'self inflicted' events in his life, he had a short jail stint and was forced into psychiatric help. He came out of this 'better' but one day when left alone, he attempted suicide...but was ironically 'saved' by the fact he had smoked himself too stupid to be able to close the car door all the way. Dope saved him from gassing himself.[/b]

After further psychiatric help, he has been 'on the right track' for probably about a year now and my parents have been making subtle hints about patching things up.
He is on medication for his mental health issues and has recently moved town to live out of a tent to try and make a break from his previous life.

Probably needless to say, there is alot more to this story that I have posted. But the reason I turn to the wisdom of the internet is because I overthink everything. There is nothing quite like the blunt response of internet forums to remove some trails of thought.

I don't mind telling more details if they seem relevant. What I am worried about is I know he holds a grudge for me getting the cops onto him and I have been told that he revealed a deep seated jealously of me to either the cops or his psych or both...
However, I didn't even rate a mention in his suicide note...I feel that's relevant

I would like to patch things up with him on a personal level and for my parents sake, but I see the act of him leaving town as a big separation and if I reach out to him, I might be undermining the efforts he has made thus far.

Should I make an effort? and if so...how?


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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1717 on: October 18, 2013, 01:29:54 AM »
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At least he's honest (or trolling.)

http://forums.somethingawful.com/showthread.php?threadid=3575426&perpage=40&pagenumber=1

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First the backstory. I'm employed in a full-time job. I make around the median income for an adult in the U.S. The job is as close to ideal for me as it could reasonably get. I rarely have to talk to anyone, I can spend most of my time there surfing the internet, and aside from all the sitting it's not bad for my health.

The thing is, I don't want to work. I wasn't working a few years ago, and I was happier then. The thought of wasting 8 hours a day for decades is hard to swallow. It's getting especially bad right now because I love the autumn, I just want to hike and paint trees and play the new Pokemon games.

My idea for getting out of the workforce but still living is to get on disability. I have a condition that might let me, but I don't have any data about how many people with it are successful. I want to ask a disability lawyer about that and how long it takes, but it might be illegal or they might refuse me if I haven't quit my job yet. I don't know.

Plus, if I do get on disability it might prevent me from going back to work in the future since my condition isn't curable. I'm scared of deciding something that will affect me for so long, although I can't imagine why I would ever want to go back to work.

Any thoughts? Are any of you on disability?


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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1718 on: October 18, 2013, 01:43:37 AM »
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Same day reg as thread, I can't consider it serious.

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« Reply #1719 on: October 18, 2013, 01:56:36 AM »
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Dude, you're going about this all wrong. First you have to be depressed, decide it's your gender that is the cause, get some black market hormones, call your doctor a quack and then the unwashed masses will get right behind you in your quest for uselessness.

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« Reply #1720 on: October 18, 2013, 02:58:47 AM »
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Isn't what that guy wants (the ability to live without working on a government supplied small income) exactly what D&D goons were vehemently arguing for in a thread a while ago? I guess D&D posters don't leak into E/N, because they'd be nodding their heads in agreement with this guy's life goals.
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« Reply #1721 on: October 18, 2013, 03:07:18 AM »
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http://forums.somethingawful.com/showthread.php?threadid=3575118

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I'm 25 and have only been in one real relationship. Like a lot of goons I was a late bloomer and had problems fitting in growing up. I had a few friends in high school but no one close that I could confide in or really trust. After a few years of therapy and medicine I am in a good space right now and ready to get my life back on track. I want to focus on getting a better job and moving into my own place again before getting into a relationship. I have tried to explain this to my parents but, they don't really "believe" in mental illness(anxiety, depression, bipolar) and they think I'm just weird. My extended family is the same way. They make snide remarks about my sexuality and won't leave me alone with our younger family members. My cousins wife accused me of trying to molest her son one time. My mother keeps dropping hints that if she ever found out I was gay I would be shunned from the family and forced to move out. I don't want to waste a women's time by getting into a relationship just to please my folks but it's starting to put a strain on our relationship. I have considered paying a women to pretend to be my girlfriend for a few months but I am afraid she might try to blackmail me or it could backfire in some other way. What should I do?

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« Reply #1722 on: October 18, 2013, 03:12:29 AM »
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holy shit it gets better

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We're not rednecks were black. Deeply southern, religious hypocrites who have broken EVERY commandment their is. I have several murderers in my family that are held in higher regard than I am.

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You have to understand to a lot of black people, a black guy that's not constantly talking about his dick, females, hoes, thots, etc. is suspect. My little cousin wanted to come over and stay the night with my grandmother and his mother refused because "I act weird, like I don't even like girls". And the paying thing was a stupid idea but my mother kept confronting me sobbing demanding to know if I was gay, and I was getting desperate. I got mad, called her a bitch and she pulled a knife on me. I was thinking of any possible ways to cool the situation down.

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I have several. One killed a teenager during a fight, one lured a former friend over killed him and said he committed suicide, and one killed a innocent bystander during a shootout over a dice game. They are all seen as "real men" by the rest of the family.

xtian bigot family + negro dysfunction = troll?
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Re: Random E/N Shit
« Reply #1723 on: October 18, 2013, 04:11:40 AM »
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help, my family are all fucking retards.  how can i get them to like me?


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« Reply #1724 on: October 18, 2013, 05:02:06 AM »
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help, my family are all niggers.  how can i get them to like me?

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