Disclaimer: This is mainly to the goons and lf fucktards that read the fuck out of this site. Please do not try to contact Fire about this thread, we didn't/won't and you shouldn't either. Just observe a human drama unfolding in realtime.
The lesson to take away from this is too much internet SJW shit will literally break your mind.
Everyone remember Fire? The violent piece of shit who like Princess Maker pedo games? If not the previous thread is here for you all to peruse. http://somethingsensitive.com/index.php?topic=744.0
Well the dudes cracked. Someone used the Doxxnet tipline and told us that Fire has been posting a bunch of crazy shit on a small message board. We had no idea how right he was.
I'm not going to add a bunch of flowery prose for you. This is a progression of a POS having a selfish break from reality and leaving his catlady fiancee in the dust. There are funny moments, and deeply depressing ones. Enjoy. He starts off by hijacking some other trans person's come out thread.
Sun May 4 02:55:31 2014 Flag
Hi, I go by Marxist Gamer on twitter. I found this place from seeing SomethingEllie's posts on twitter.
I'm starting to think that maybe I can relate a little bit. I am a cisman and probably wouldn't change. I love my awesome beard and all. Also I am in a relationship with the love of my life. For whatever reason I keep winding up following the trans discussion, not on purpose, I usually just follow people I think are cool and it just happens that there are a lot of transwomen who I can relate too.
I'm a little afraid to say this, because someone somewhere will find it at the worst possible time but there have been times I have wondered if could have been a woman. Perhaps I am engaging in gender stereotyping but I feel like I so rarely identify with other men, who are often mean for the sake of being men, competitive and aggressive for the sake of being aggressive and put down people as a way of showing dominance. I consider most of the sex talk guys engage in in private to be abhorrent and the street harassment to be more so. I get put down for this, called a "pussy."
I'm just musing. I'm probably not any form of trans, I just wish people of my gender were less awful, not that I was a different gender. but sometimes, I wonder.
Sun May 4 18:41:57 2014 Flag
I do apologize if it sounds like I am insinuating that being male requires you to be a jerk, I just feel like as a man I have always been pressured to be a jerk.
Tue Jun 3 20:45:42 2014 Flag
So my girlfriend and I were going to go cosplaying together at a local video game arts show called GAAM but work is making her leave town for a conference. She has been putting a lot of work into her Yuna from FFX costume. So as not to let it go to waste, I'm going to be wearing her costume. I've never dressed as lady before so it should be fun.
Mon Jun 9 12:15:11 2014 Flag
I really hate living in the deep south
Sun Jun 15 16:28:43 2014 Flag
I came out to my girlfriend, first about wanting to cross dress, then about the possibility that I might be trans and the cross dressing is an experiment in a new persona.
I'm actually quite terrified. She was cool with the first part but after the second part she made a comment that she is not sure and needs to talk to her therapist about it. I'm so afraid of losing her. She still went out shopping with me and helped me get nail polish and related things. She's skeptical because I have never brought it up before and I do have low testosterone but as I reflect on this more and more as I have for the past year, I'm finding more and more how alienated I am with the male identity. As I told her, I don't want to "cut my dick off" which isn't really how it works. Maybe I am being a hypochondriac and this is all for nothing, I love her more than the entire universe.
Mon Jun 16 11:16:17 2014 Flag
So first day on the job.
I painted my nails (poorly)
Mon Jun 16 12:33:43 2014 Flag
That's what i am afraid of. I am comfortable dressed as a woman. Jamie is going to kill me. I don't know if i can handle losing a woman I've already bought the ring for, who I've lived with since October, for the practical reason that i can't afford to live on my own and that she means more to more than the universe.
Mon Jun 16 19:05:59 2014 Flag
Jamie is NOT happy. We had a talk and she said, this isn't what she signed up for and she can't deal with it. She thinks iam trying to push her away and if i was really transsexual i would have known when iwas three. I told her i love her more than anything and I'll go to therapy for it.
Wed Jun 18 22:19:48 2014 Flag
Oh my God. She came in and demanded to know why i was doing this to her, weeping, saying that she had finally found the perfect man and he is just destroying it all. My mom is similarly displeased. I feel like a monster and a freak
Wed Jun 18 23:25:36 2014 Flag
I am literally in a state of utter agony. I do not know where to go, what to do, or who to talk to. She came in and demanded to know why i was doing this to her, weeping, saying that she had finally found the perfect man and he is just destroying it all. My mom is similarly displeased. I feel like a monster and a freak. She wailed, I wailed, We remembered all the times we had and she said she tried to accept this but she can't she just can't as it fundamentally changes who I am as a person even though I say no matter what I am still me and she has run out of anti-anxiety meds. I am souless, broken, fearful and I have no where to go. I feel like I am dying. She feels like she is dying, she said that it feels like I am ripping her heart out through her chest and tearing it to pieces. I feel like my heart has been torn out of my chest and ripped to pieces.
Fri Jun 20 00:58:30 2014 Flag
Well seeing as while today i went with supportive friends to get girl clothes, Jamie gave me an ultimatum, called me a faggot, accused me of sleeping with all of them, and told me she was throwing all my stuff off the balcony if i didn't come straight home i think i have an uphill battle.