Hey SS,
First off, let me apologize, I know this isn't a forum for Something Awful's rejects which admittedly I am and I know you do not like trans people either... which I admittedly am. But please hear me out because I've had to deal with massive hypocrisy on part of a bunch of goons harassing me while acting self righteous at the same time.
Look, I don't hate anyone, not even the people who attacked me but these certain goons were responsible for spurring on a manic episode that has damaged me. It made me go into violent fits and when I wasn't rocking back and forth, while whimpering, I cut my wrist until I passed out and awoke with my hand covered in a blood soaked paper towel. I have been professional diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder: Type 1 and a minor form of autism known as Aspergers Disorder. Which is an explanation for my high strung and manic behavior but I know that I am at fault in the end, not these disorders.
Still, the way I was treated by these goons was COMPLETELY out-of-order.
This all happened because I was trying to find an artist who I was going to hire (and pay what we personally decided on) to illustrate my 200 page webcomic for me. A female goon artist replied to my want ad and seemed very enthusiastic until I told her what my webcomic is about.
It is a very lighthearted silly webcomic that called out the hypocrisy and sociopaths in the webcomic, SJ and LGBTQ communities (while praising the good people and promoting equality for everyone who isn't a complete bully to other people) in a very goofy, over-the-top way. It wasn't meant as a serious or personal attack on anyone, it just ridiculed the behavior of said sociopaths. The main character (who is a caricature of me that comically represents my more negative traits of obliviousness, selfishness and childishness) is even a sociopath who soon learns that her self absorbed ways are harmful to other people and she slowly learns to be a better person (much like I am doing now) Its a redemption story inspired by my favorite comic of all time, Shredded Moose, a webcomic that has suffered way too much abuse by everyone in the webcomic community who have turned it into a scapegoat.
Anyway you've probably heard my story already but just because I dared to insult her precious sacred cow, Social Justice, (and not even social justice itself, I am moderately liberal and I support the basic principles and ideas of it. My comic wasn't going to include sexism or racism AT ALL unless it was portrayed in a negative light. I was just mocking, like I said, the bad SJWs) she got very passive aggressive and later abusive with me to the point I melted down.
I noticed you've covered a lot of what happened in the E/N bullshit thread but what you don't know is this. Right after I melted down, the artist told me that she was "concerned for my health" and to get help (rightfully so, I agree on that now) but when I started asking goons for help, this artist started straight up mocking me, drawing hate art of my comic and encouraging others to mock me too. She also played the victim card while doing this and people kept praising her endlessly all in the name of social justice. Her posts tormented me further and further and I asked her to stop but she continued relentlessly.
She also claimed I was a "false transgender" which so many goons believed just because she said it. All because I wanted to call the bads SJWs out on their shit. She got the whole site to deny the biggest problem in my life ever since I went through puberty. I grew up in a heavily christian family so I was heavily ashamed of myself that I found myself more attracted to men than women. Up until my junior year of high school, I tried to shun my feelings by pretending I was a very masculine person. I worked out heavily but I literally got attacked by the gyms owner who got pissed at me because he received a complaint from an admittedly very hot guy who claimed I "kept making goo goo eyes at him" My hardcore redneck brother also tells everyone he's got a fag for a brother because he caught me shaving my legs and him and his friends loved bringing that up around me constantly. Its been a very rough life dealing with this kind of shit and this lady trivialized feelings I had finally come to terms with after shunning for so long.
Eventually I was in such delirium and anger that I mentioned her last name twice on my tumblr in these lengthy all caps rants, just because of this, she decided it was fitting retribution to upload our PRIVATE EMAILS onto pastebin and reveal all my personal and confidential information posted in said emails.
This promoted further goon harassment, with them claiming to be "coming to her rescue" and one of them, FloppyDingo, even tried to scam me, pretending to be part of an advertising company who was interested in my webcomic and gave me a very professional looking email leading me to believe he was legit.
It later turned out FloppyDingo was a negligent father who actually had his kids taken away from him by child services because his filthy house was such a hazard to them. Even though he apparently got better and got his kids back, he still was harassing me, a completely harmless 19 year old who was going through a lot of emotional shit.
All in all, this has just been a complete disaster and I've had my whole life vilified by a bunch of hypocritical goons. I just wanted a webcomic done to be perfectly honest. None of this at all.
I had to get serious therapy from all of this and its had a really rough impact on my life being so despised by everyone. They banned me deservingly when I had that meltdown but I came back two weeks later completely stable and medicated, trying to apologize for my blow up and Ralp, some administrator, banned me just because he didn't like my comic smearing bad SJWs and he wanted to white knight the artist some more. I lost $40 to that site and it makes me upset because I feel the administrators didn't understand my issues and viewed this all like a joke.
I'm sorry for even posting this. I just feel that those goons went to far with tormenting me. I don't think they had to do any of that to "get even" with me.
Please don't hate me too. I can assure you that I know this post is going to get negative reception but I'm gonna deal with it like a rational human being.
